Section 11
Chapter 11 — Give the Man Who Is Not Made explained simply
Kim by Rudyard Kipling
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To his trade Swords to fling and catch again, Coins to ring and snatch again, Men to harm and cure again, Snakes to charm and lure again— He'll be hurt by his own blade, By his serpents disobeyed, By his clumsiness bewrayed, By the people mocked to scorn. So 'tis not with juggler born. Pinch of...
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To his trade
Swords to fling and catch again,
Coins to ring and snatch again,
Men to harm and cure again,
Snakes to charm and lure again—
He'll be hurt by his own blade,
By his serpents disobeyed,
By his clumsiness bewrayed,
By the people mocked to scorn.
So 'tis not with juggler born.
Pinch of dust or withered flower,
Chance-flung fruit or borrowed staff,
Serve his need and shore his power,
Bind the spell, or loose the laugh!
'But a man who, etc.,' Op. 15.
FOLLOWED a sudden natural reaction.
'Now am I alone—all alone,' he thought. 'In all India is no one so
alone as I! If I die to-day, who shall bring the news—and to whom? If I
live and God is good, there will be a price upon my head, for I am a Son
of the Charm—I, Kim.'
A very few white people, but many Asiatics, can throw themselves into a
mazement as it were by repeating their own names over and over again to
themselves, letting the mind go free upon speculation as to what is
called personal identity. When one grows older, the power, usually,
departs, but while it lasts it may descend upon a man at any moment.
'Who is Kim—Kim—Kim?'
He squatted in a corner of the clanging waiting-room, rapt from all
other thoughts; hands folded in lap, and pupils contracted to
pin-points. In a minute—in another half second—he felt he would arrive
at the solution of the tremendous puzzle; but here, as always happens,
his mind dropped away from those heights with the rush of a wounded
bird, and passing his hand before his eyes, he shook his head.
A long-haired Hindu bairagi (holy man), who had just bought a ticket,
halted before him at that moment and stared intently.
'I also have lost it,' he said sadly. 'It is one of the Gates to the
Way, but for me it has been shut many years.'
'What is the talk?' said Kim, abashed.
'Thou wast wondering there in thy spirit what manner of thing thy soul
might be. The seizure came of a sudden. I know. Who should know but I?
Whither goest thou?'
'Toward Kashi'(Benares).
'There are no Gods there. I have proved them. I go to Prayag (Allahabad)
for the fifth time—seeking the road to Enlightenment. Of what faith art
thou?'
'I too am a Seeker,' said Kim, using one of the lama's pet words.
'Though'—he forgot his Northern dress for the moment—'though Allah
alone knoweth what I seek.'
The old fellow slipped the bairagi's crutch under his armpit and sat
down on a patch of ruddy leopard's skin as Kim rose at the call for the
Benares train.
'Go in hope, little brother,' he said. 'It is a long road to the feet of
the One; but thither do we all travel.'
Kim did not feel so lonely after this, and ere he had sat out twenty
miles in the crowded compartment, was cheering his neighbours with a
string of most wonderful yarns about his own and his master's magical
gifts.
Benares struck him as a peculiarly filthy city, though it was pleasant
to find how his cloth was respected. At least one-third of the
population prays eternally to some group or other of the many million
deities, and so revere every sort of holy man. Kim was guided to the
Temple of the Tirthankers, about a mile outside the city, near Sarnath,
by a chance-met Punjabi farmer—a Kamboh from Jullundur-way who had
appealed in vain to every God of his homestead to cure his small son,
and was trying Benares as a last resort.
'Thou art from the North?' he asked, shouldering through the press of
the narrow, stinking streets much like his own pet bull at home.
'Ay, I know the Punjab. My mother was a Pahareen, but my father came
from Amritzar—by Jandiala,' said Kim, oiling his ready tongue for the
needs of the Road.
'Jandiala—Jullundur? Oho! Then we be neighbours in some sort, as it
were.' He nodded tenderly to the wailing child in his arms. 'Whom dost
thou serve?'
'A most holy man at the Temple of the Tirthankers.'
'They are all most holy and—most greedy,' said the Jat with bitterness.
'I have walked the pillars and trodden the temples till my feet are
flayed, and the child is no whit better. And the mother being sick
too. . . . Hush, then, little one. . . . We changed his name when the
fever came. We put him into girl's clothes. There was nothing we did not
do, except—I said to his mother when she bundled me off to Benares—she
should have come with me—I said Sakhi Sarwar Sultan would serve us
best. We know His generosity, but these down-country Gods are
strangers.'
The child turned on the cushion of the huge corded arms and looked at
Kim through heavy eyelids.
'And was it all worthless?' Kim asked, with easy interest.
'All worthless—all worthless,' said the child, lips cracking with
fever.
'The Gods have given him a good mind, at least,' said the father
proudly. 'To think he should have listened so cleverly. Yonder is thy
temple. Now I am a poor man,—many priests have dealt with me,—but my
son is my son, and if a gift to thy master can cure him—I am at my very
wits' end.'
Kim considered for a while, tingling with pride. Three years ago he
would have made prompt profit on the situation and gone his way without
a thought; but now, the very respect the Jat paid him proved that he was
a man. Moreover, he had tasted fever once or twice already, and knew
enough to recognise starvation when he saw it.
'Call him forth and I will give him a bond on my best yoke, so that the
child is cured.'
Kim halted at the carved outer door of the temple. A white-clad Oswal
banker from Ajmir, his sins of usury new wiped out, asked him what he
did.
'I am chela to Teshoo Lama, an Holy One from Bhotiyal—within there. He
bade me come. I wait. Tell him.'
'Do not forget the child,' cried the importunate Jat over his shoulder,
and then bellowed in Punjabi: 'O Holy One—O disciple of the Holy One—O
Gods above all the Worlds—behold affliction sitting at the gate!' That
cry is so common in Benares that the passers never turned their heads.
The Oswal, at peace with mankind, carried the message into the darkness
behind him, and the easy, uncounted Eastern minutes slid by; for the
lama was asleep in his cell, and no priest would wake him. When the
click of his rosary again broke the hush of the inner court where the
calm images of the Arhats stand, a novice whispered, 'Thy chela is
here,' and the old man strode forth, forgetting the end of that prayer.
Hardly had the tall figure shown in the doorway than the Jat ran before
him, and, lifting up the child, cried: 'Look upon this, Holy One; and if
the Gods will, he lives—he lives!'
He fumbled in his waist-belt and drew out a small silver coin.
'What is now?' The lama's eyes turned to Kim. It was noticeable he spoke
far clearer Urdu than long ago, under Zam-Zammah; but the father would
allow no private talk.
'It is no more than a fever,' said Kim. 'The child is not well fed.'
'He sickens at everything, and his mother is not here.'
'If it be permitted, I may cure, Holy One.'
'What! Have they made thee a healer? Wait here,' said the lama, and he
sat down by the Jat upon the lowest step of the temple, while Kim,
looking out of the corner of his eyes, slowly opened the little
betel-box. He had dreamed dreams at school of returning to the lama as
a Sahib—of chaffing the old man before he revealed himself—boy's
dreams all. There was more drama in this abstracted, brow-puckered
search through the tabloid-bottles, with a pause here and there for
thought and a muttered invocation between whiles. Quinine he had in
tablets, and dark brown meat-lozenges—beef most probably, but that was
not his business. The little thing would not eat, but it sucked at a
lozenge greedily, and said it liked the salt taste.
'Take then these six.' Kim handed them to the man. 'Praise the Gods, and
boil three in milk; other three in water. After he has drunk the milk
give him this (it was the half of a quinine pill), and wrap him warm.
Give him the water of the other three, and the other half of this white
pill when he wakes. Meantime, here is another brown medicine that he may
suck at on the way home.'
'Gods, what wisdom!' said the Kamboh, snatching.
It was as much as Kim could remember of his own treatment in a bout of
autumn malaria—if you except the patter that he added to impress the
lama.
'Now go! Come again in the morning.'
'But the price—the price,' said the Jat, and threw back his sturdy
shoulders. 'My son is my son. Now that he will be whole again, how shall
I go back to his mother and say I took help by the wayside and did not
even give a bowl of curds in return?'
'They are alike, these Jats,' said Kim softly. 'The Jat stood on his
dunghill and the King's elephants went by. "O driver," said he, "what
will you sell those little donkeys for?"'
The Jat burst into a roar of laughter, stifled with apologies to the
lama. 'It is the saying of my own country—the very talk of it. So
are we Jats all. I will come to-morrow with the child; and the blessing
of the Gods of the Homesteads—who are good little Gods—be on you
both. . . . Now, son, we grow strong again. Do not spit it out, little
Princeling! King of my Heart, do not spit it out, and we shall be strong
men, wrestlers and club-wielders, by morning.'
He moved away, crooning and mumbling. The lama turned to Kim, and all
the loving old soul of him looked out through his narrow eyes.
'To heal the sick is to acquire merit; but first one gets knowledge.
That was wisely done, O Friend of all the World.'
'I was made wise by thee, Holy One,' said Kim, forgetting the little
play just ended; forgetting St. Xavier's; forgetting his white blood;
forgetting even the Great Game as he stooped, Mohammedan fashion, to
touch his master's feet in the dust of the Jain temple. 'My teaching I
owe to thee. I have eaten thy bread three years. My time is finished. I
am loosed from the schools. I come to thee.'
'Herein is my reward. Enter! Enter! And is all well?' They passed to the
inner court, where the afternoon sun sloped golden across. 'Stand that I
may see. So!' He peered critically. 'It is no longer a child, but a man,
ripened in wisdom, walking as a physician. I did well—I did well when I
gave thee up to the armed men on that black night. Dost thou remember
our first day under Zam-Zammah?'
'Ay,' said Kim. 'Dost thou remember when I leapt off the carriage the
first day I went to—'
'The Gates of Learning? Truly. And the day that we ate the cakes
together at the back of the river by Nucklao. Aha! Many times hast thou
begged for me, but that day I begged for thee.'
'Good reason,' quoth Kim. 'I was then a scholar in the Gates of
Learning, and attired as a Sahib. Do not forget, Holy One,' he went on
playfully, 'I am still a Sahib—by thy favour.'
'True. And a Sahib in most high esteem. Come to my cell, chela.'
'How is that known to thee?'
The lama smiled. 'First by means of letters from the kindly priest whom
we met in the camp of armed men; but he is now gone to his own country,
and I sent the money to his brother.' Colonel Creighton, who had
succeeded to the trusteeship when Father Victor went to England with the
Mavericks, was hardly the chaplain's brother. 'But I do not well
understand Sahibs' letters. They must be interpreted to me. I chose a
surer way. Many times when I returned from my Search to this temple,
which has always been a nest to me, there came one seeking
Enlightenment—a man from Leh—that had been, he said, a Hindu, but
wearied of all those Gods.' The lama pointed to the Arhats.
'A fat man?' said Kim, a twinkle in his eye.
'Very fat; but I perceived in a little his mind was wholly given up to
useless things—such as devils and charms and the form and fashion of
our tea-drinkings in the monasteries, and by what road we initiated the
novices. A man abounding in questions; but he was a friend of thine,
chela. He told me that thou wast on the road to much honour as a scribe.
And I see thou art a physician.'
'Yes, that am I—a scribe, when I am a Sahib, but it is set aside when
I come as thy disciple. I have accomplished the years appointed for a
Sahib.'
'As it were a novice?' said the lama, nodding his head. 'Art thou freed
from the schools? I would not have thee unripe.'
'I am all free. In due time I take service under the Government as a
scribe—'
'Not as a warrior. That is well.'
'But first I come to wander—with thee. Therefore I am here. Who begs
for thee, these days?' he went on quickly. The ice was thin.
'Very often I beg myself; but, as thou knowest, I am seldom here, except
when I come to look again at my disciple. From one end to another of
Hind have I travelled afoot and in the te-rain. A great and a wonderful
land! But here, when I put in, is as though I were in my own Bhotiyal.'
He looked round the little clean cell complacently. A low cushion gave
him a seat, on which he had disposed himself in the cross-legged
attitude of the Bodhisat emerging from meditation; a black teak-wood
table, not twenty inches high, set with copper tea-cups, was before him.
In one corner stood a tiny altar, also of heavily carved teak, bearing a
copper-gilt image of the seated Buddha and fronted by a lamp, an
incense-holder, and a pair of copper flower-pots.
'The Keeper of the Images in the Wonder House acquired merit by giving
me these a year since,' he said, following Kim's eye. 'When one is far
from one's own land such things carry remembrance; and we must reverence
the Lord for that He showed the Way. See!' he pointed to a
curiously-built mound of coloured rice crowned with a fantastic metal
ornament. 'When I was abbot in my own place—before I came to better
knowledge—I made that offering daily. It is the Sacrifice of the
Universe to the Lord. Thus do we of Bhotiyal offer all the world daily
to the Excellent Law. And I do it even now, though I know that the
Excellent One is beyond all pinchings and pattings.' He snuffed from his
gourd.
'It is well done, Holy One,' Kim murmured, sinking at ease on the
cushions, very happy and rather tired.
'And also,' the old man chuckled, 'I write pictures of the Wheel of
Life. Three days to a picture. I was busied on it—or it may be I shut
my eyes a little—when they brought word of thee. It is good to have
thee here: I will show thee my art—not for pride's sake, but because
thou must learn. The Sahibs have not all this world's wisdom.'
He drew from under the table a sheet of strangely scented yellow-Chinese
paper, the brushes, and slab of India ink. In cleanest, severest outline
he had traced the Great Wheel with its six spokes, whose centre is the
conjoined Hog, Snake, and Dove (Ignorance, Anger, and Lust), and whose
compartments are all the heavens and hells, and all the chances of human
life. Men say that the Bodhisat Himself first drew it with grains of
rice upon dust, to teach His disciples the cause of things. Many ages
have crystallised it into a most wonderful convention crowded with
hundreds of little figures whose every line carries a meaning. Few can
translate the picture-parable; there are not twenty in all the world who
can draw it surely without a copy: of those who can both draw and
expound are but three.
'I have a little learned to draw,' said Kim. 'But this is a marvel
beyond marvels.'
'I have written it for many years,' said the lama. 'Time was when I
could write it all between one lamp-lighting and the next. I will teach
thee the art—after due preparation; and I will show thee the meaning of
the Wheel.'
'We take the Road, then?'
'The Road and our Search. I was but waiting for thee. It was made plain
to me in a hundred dreams—notably one that came upon the night of the
day that the Gates of Learning first shut—that without thee I should
never find my River. Again and again, as thou knowest, I put this from
me, fearing an illusion. Therefore I would not take thee with me that
day at Lucknow, when we ate the cakes. I would not take thee till the
time was ripe and auspicious. From the Hills to the Sea, from the Sea to
the Hills have I gone, but it was vain. Then I remembered the "Jataka."'
He told Kim the story of the elephant with the leg-iron, as he had told
it so often to the Jain priests.
'Further testimony is not needed,' he ended serenely. 'Thou wast sent
for an aid. That aid removed, my Search came to naught. Therefore we
will go out again together, and our Search is sure.'
'Whither go we?'
'What matters, Friend of all the World? The Search, I say, is sure. If
need be, the River will break from the ground before us. I acquired
merit when I sent thee to the Gates of Learning, and gave thee the jewel
that is Wisdom. Thou didst return, I saw even now, a follower of
Sakyamuni, the Physician, whose altars are many in Bhotiyal. It is
sufficient. We are together, and all things are as they were—Friend of
all the World—Friend of the Stars—my chela!'
Then they talked of matters secular; but it was noticeable that the lama
never demanded any details of life at St. Xavier's, nor showed the
faintest curiosity as to the manners and customs of Sahibs. His mind
moved all in the past, and he revived every step of their wonderful
first journey together, rubbing his hands and chuckling, till it pleased
him to curl himself up into the sudden sleep of old age.
Kim watched the last dusty sunshine fade out of the court, and played
with his ghost-dagger and rosary. The clamour of Benares, oldest of all
earth's cities awake before the Gods, day and night, beat round the
walls as the sea's roar round a breakwater. Now and again, a Jain priest
crossed the court, with some small offering to the images, and swept the
path about him lest by chance he should take the life of a living thing.
A lamp twinkled, and there followed the sound of a prayer. Kim watched
the stars as they rose one after another in the still, sticky dark, till
he fell asleep at the foot of the altar. That night he dreamed in
Hindustanee, with never an English word. . . .
'Holy One, there is the child to whom we gave the medicine,' he said,
about three o'clock in the morning, when the lama, also waking from
dreams, would have fared forth on pilgrimage. 'The Jat will be here at
the light.'
'I am well answered. In my haste I would have done a wrong.' He sat down
on the cushions and returned to his rosary. 'Surely old folk are as
children,' he said pathetically. 'They desire a matter—behold, it must
be done at once, or they fret and weep! Many times when I was upon the
Road I have been ready to stamp with my feet at the hindrance of an
ox-cart in the way, or a mere cloud of dust. It was not so when I was a
man—a long time ago. None the less it is wrongful—'
'But thou art indeed old, Holy One.'
'The thing was done. A Cause was put out into the world, and, old or
young, sick or sound, knowing or unknowing, who can rein in the effect
of that Cause? Does the Wheel hang still if a child spin it—or a
drunkard? Chela, this is a great and a terrible world.'
'I think it good,' Kim yawned. 'What is there to eat? I have not eaten
since yesterday even.'
'I had forgotten thy need. Yonder is good Bhotiyal tea and cold rice.'
'We cannot walk far on such stuff.' Kim felt all the European's lust for
flesh-meat, which is not accessible in a Jain temple. Yet, instead of
going out at once with the begging-bowl, he stayed his stomach on slabs
of cold rice till the full dawn. It brought the farmer, voluble,
stuttering with gratitude.
'In the night the fever broke and the sweat came,' he cried. 'Feel
here—his skin is fresh and new! He esteemed the salt lozenges, and took
milk with greed.' He drew the cloth from the child's face, and it smiled
sleepily at Kim. A little knot of Jain priests, silent but
all-observant, gathered by the temple door. They knew, and Kim knew that
they knew, how the old lama had met his disciple. Being courteous folk,
they had not obtruded themselves overnight by presence, word, or
gesture. Wherefore Kim repaid them as the sun rose.
'Thank the Gods of the Jains, brother,' he said, not knowing how those
Gods were named. 'The fever is indeed broken.'
'Look! See!' The lama beamed in the background upon his hosts of three
years. 'Was there ever such a chela? He follows our Lord the Healer.'
Now the Jains officially recognise all the Gods of the Hindu creed, as
well as the Lingam and the Snake. They wear the Brahminical thread; they
adhere to every claim of Hindu caste-law. But, because they knew and
loved the lama, because he was an old man, because he sought the Way,
because he was their guest, and because he collogued long of nights with
the head-priest—as free-thinking a metaphysician as ever split one hair
into seventy—they murmured assent.
'Remember,'—Kim bent over the child,—'this trouble may come again.'
'Not if thou hast the proper spell,' said the father.
'But in a little while we go away.'
'True,' said the lama to all the Jains. 'We go now together upon the
Search whereof I have often spoken. I waited till my chela was ripe.
Behold him! We go North. Never again shall I look upon this place of my
rest, O people of good will.'
'But I am not a beggar.' The cultivator rose to his feet, clutching the
child.
'Be still. Do not trouble the Holy One,' a priest cried.
'Go,' Kim whispered. 'Meet us again under the big railway bridge, and
for the sake of all the Gods of our Punjab, bring food—curry, pulse,
cakes fried in fat, and sweetmeats. Specially sweetmeats. Be swift!'
The pallor of hunger suited Kim very well as he stood, tall and slim, in
his sad-coloured, sweeping robes, one hand on his rosary and the other
in the attitude of benediction, faithfully copied from the lama. An
English observer might have said that he looked rather like the young
saint of a stained-glass window, whereas he was but a growing lad faint
with emptiness.
Long and formal were the farewells, thrice ended and thrice renewed. The
Seeker—he who had invited the lama to that haven from far-away Tibet, a
silver-faced, hairless ascetic—took no part in it, but meditated, as
always, alone among the images. The others were very human; pressing
small comforts upon the old man,—a betel-box, a fine new iron pencase,
a food-bag, and such like,—warning him against the dangers of the world
without, and prophesying a happy end to the Search. Meantime Kim,
lonelier than ever, squatted on the steps, and swore to himself in the
language of St. Xavier's.
'But it is my own fault,' he concluded. 'With Mahbub, I ate Mahbub's
bread, or Lurgan Sahib's. At St. Xavier's, three meals a day. Here I
must jolly well look out for myself. Besides, I am not in good training.
How I could eat a plate of beef now! . . . Is it finished, Holy One?'
The lama, both hands raised, intoned a final blessing in ornate Chinese.
'I must lean on thy shoulder,' said he, as the temple-gates closed. 'We
grow stiff, I think.'
The weight of a six-foot man is not light to steady through miles of
crowded streets, and Kim, loaded down with bundles and packages for the
way, was glad to reach the shadow of the railway bridge.
'Here we eat,' he said resolutely, as the Kamboh, blue-robed and
smiling, hove in sight, a basket in one hand and the child on the other.
'Fall to, Holy Ones!' he cried from fifty yards. (They were by the shoal
under the first bridge-span, out of sight of hungry priests.) 'Rice and
good curry, cakes all warm and well scented with hing (asafoetida),
curds and sugar. King of my fields,' this to the small son, 'let us show
these holy men that we Jats of Jullundur can pay a service. . . . I had
heard the Jains would eat nothing that they had not cooked, but
truly'—he looked away politely over the broad river—'where there is no
eye there is no caste.'
'And we,' said Kim, turning his back and heaping a leaf-platter for the
lama, 'are beyond all castes.'
They gorged themselves on the good food in silence. Nor till he had
licked the last of the sticky sweet-stuff from his little finger did Kim
note that the Kamboh too was girt for travel.
'If our roads lie together,' he said roughly, 'I go with thee. One does
not often find a worker of miracles, and the child is still weak. But I
am not altogether a reed.' He picked up his lathi—a five-foot
male-bamboo ringed with bands of polished iron—and flourished it in the
air. 'The Jats are called quarrelsome, but that is not true. Except when
we are crossed, we are like our own buffaloes.'
'So be it,' said Kim. 'A good stick is a good reason.'
The lama gazed placidly up-stream, where in long, smudged perspective
the ceaseless columns of smoke go up from the burning-ghats by the
river. Now and again, despite all municipal regulations, the fragment of
a half-burned body bobbed by on the full current.
'But for thee,' said the Kamboh to Kim, drawing his child into his hairy
breast, 'I might to-day have gone thither—with this one. The priests
tell us that Benares is holy—which none doubt—and desirable to die in.
But I do not know their Gods, and they ask for money; and when one has
done one worship a shaved-head vows it is of none effect except one do
another. Wash here! Wash there! Pour, drink, lave, and scatter
flowers—but always pay the priests. No, the Punjab for me, and the soil
of the Jullundur-doab for the best soil in it.'
'I have said many times—in the temple I think—that if need be, the
River will open at our feet. We will therefore go North,' said the lama,
rising. 'I remember a pleasant place, set about with fruit-trees, where
one can walk in meditation—and the air is cooler there. It comes from
the Hills and the snow of the Hills.'
'What is the name?' said Kim.
'How should I know? Didst thou not—no, that was after the Army rose out
of the earth and took thee away. I abode there in meditation in a room
against the dovecot—except when she talked eternally.'
'Oho! the woman from Kulu. That is by Saharunpore,' Kim laughed.
'How does the spirit move thy master? Does he go afoot, for the sake of
past sins?' the Jat demanded cautiously. 'It is a far cry to Delhi.'
'No,' said Kim. 'I will beg a tikkut for the te-rain.' One does not own
to the possession of money in India.
'Then in the name of the Gods, let us take the fire-carriage. My son is
best in his mother's arms. The Government has brought on us many taxes,
but it gives us one good thing—the te-rain that joins friends and
unites the anxious. A wonderful matter is the te-rain.'
They all piled into it a couple of hours later, and slept through the
heat of the day. The Kamboh plied Kim with ten thousand questions as to
the lama's walk and work in life, and received some curious answers. Kim
was content to be where he was, to look out upon the flat North-Western
landscape, and to talk to the changing mob of fellow-passengers. Even
to-day, tickets and ticket-clipping are dark oppression to Indian
rustics. They do not understand why, when they have paid for a magic
piece of paper, strangers should punch great pieces out of the charm. So
long and furious are the debates between travellers and Eurasian
ticket-collectors. Kim assisted at two or three with grave advice, meant
to darken council and to show off his wisdom before the lama and the
admiring Kamboh. But at Somna Road the Fates sent him a matter to think
upon. There tumbled into the compartment, as the train was moving off, a
mean, lean little person—a Mahratta, so far as Kim could judge by the
cock of the tight turban. His face was cut, his muslin upper-garment was
badly torn, and one leg was bandaged. He told them that a country-cart
had upset and nearly slain him: he was going to Delhi, where his son
lived. Kim watched him closely. If, as he asserted, he had been rolled
over and over on the earth, there should have been signs of gravel-rash
on the skin. But all his injuries seemed clean cuts, and a mere fall
from a cart could not cast a man into such extremity of terror. As, with
shaking fingers, he knotted up the torn cloth about his neck he laid
bare an amulet of the kind called a keeper-up of the heart. Now, amulets
are common enough, but they are not generally strung on square-plaited
copper wire, and still fewer amulets bear black enamel on silver. There
were none except the Kamboh and the lama in the compartment, which,
luckily, was of an old type with solid ends. Kim made as to scratch in
his bosom, and thereby lifted his own amulet. The Mahratta's face
changed altogether at the sight, and he disposed the amulet fairly on
his breast.
'Yes,' he went on to the Kamboh, 'I was in haste, and the cart, driven
by a bastard, bound its wheel in a water-cut, and besides the harm done
to me there was lost a full dish of tarkeean. I was not a Son of the
Charm (a lucky man) that day.'
'That was a great loss,' said Kamboh, withdrawing interest. His
experience of Benares had made him suspicious.
'Who cooked it?' said Kim.
'A woman.' The Mahratta raised his eyes.
'But all women can cook tarkeean,' said the Kamboh. 'It is a good curry,
as I know.'
'Oh, yes, it is a good curry,' said the Mahratta.
'And cheap,' said Kim. 'But what about caste?'
'Oh, there is no caste where men go to—look for tarkeean,' the Mahratta
replied, in the prescribed cadence. 'Of whose service art thou?'
'Of the service of this Holy One.' Kim pointed to the happy, drowsy
lama, who woke with a jerk at the well-loved word.
'Ah, he was sent from Heaven to aid me. He is called the Friend of all
the World. He is also called the Friend of the Stars. He walks as a
physician—his time being ripe. Great is his wisdom.'
'And a Son of the Charm,' said Kim under his breath, as the Kamboh made
haste to prepare a pipe lest the Mahratta should beg.
'And who is that?' the Mahratta asked, glancing sideways nervously.
'One whose child I—we have cured, who lies under great debt to us.—Sit
by the window, man from Jullundur. Here is a sick one.'
'Humph! I have no desire to mix with chance-met wastrels. My ears are
not long. I am not a woman wishing to overhear secrets.' The Jat slid
himself heavily into a far corner.
'Art thou anything of a healer? I am ten leagues deep in calamity,'
cried the Mahratta, picking up the cue.
'The man is cut and bruised all over. I go about to cure him,' Kim
retorted. 'None interfered between thy babe and me.'
'I am rebuked,' said the Kamboh meekly. 'I am thy debtor for the life of
my son. Thou art a miracle-worker—I know it.'
'Show me the cuts.' Kim bent over the Mahratta's neck, his heart nearly
choking him; for this was the Great Game with a vengeance. 'Now, tell
thy tale swiftly, brother, while I say a charm.'
'I come from the South, where my work lay. One of us they slew by the
roadside. Hast thou heard?' Kim shook his head. He, of course, knew
nothing of E.23's predecessor, slain down South in the habit of an Arab
trader. 'Having found a certain letter which I was sent to seek, I came
away. I escaped from the city and ran to Mhow. So sure was I that none
knew, I did not change my face. At Mhow a woman brought charge against
me of theft of jewellery in that city which I had left. Then I saw the
cry was out against me. I ran from Mhow by night, bribing the police,
who had been bribed to hand me over without question to my enemies in
the South. Then I lay in old Chitor city a week, a penitent in a temple,
but I could not get rid of the letter which was my charge. I buried it
under the Queen's Stone, at Chitor, in the place known to us all.'
Kim did not know, but not for worlds would he have broken the thread.
'At Chitor, look you, I was all in Kings' country; for Kotah to the east
is beyond the Queen's law, and east again lie Jeypur and Gwalior.
Neither love spies, and there is no justice. I was hunted like a wet
jackal; but I broke through at Bandakui, where I heard there was a
charge against me of murder in the city I had left—of the murder of a
boy. They have both the corpse and the witnesses waiting.'
'But cannot the Government protect?'
'We of the Game are beyond protection. If we die, we die. Our names are
blotted from the book. That is all. At Bandakui, where lives one of us,
I thought to slip the scent by changing my face, and so made me a
Mahratta. Then I came to Agra, and would have turned back to Chitor to
recover the letter. So sure I was I had slipped them. Therefore I did
not send a tar (telegram) to any one saying where the letter lay. I
wished the credit of it all.'
Kim nodded. He understood that feeling well.
'But at Agra, walking in the streets, a man cried a debt against me, and
approaching with many witnesses, would hale me to the courts then and
there. Oh, they are clever in the South! He recognised me as his agent
for cotton. May he burn in Hell for it!'
'And wast thou?'
'O fool! I was the man they sought for the matter of the letter! I ran
into the Fleshers' Ward and came out by the House of the Jew, who feared
a riot and pushed me forth. I came afoot to Somna Road—I had only money
for my tikkut to Delhi—and there, while I lay in a ditch with a fever,
one sprang out of the bushes and beat me and cut me and searched me
from head to foot. Within earshot of the te-rain it was!'
'Why did he not slay thee out of hand?'
'They are not so foolish. If I am taken in Delhi at the instance of
lawyers, upon a proven charge of murder, my body is handed over to the
State that desires it. I go back guarded, and then—I die slowly for an
example to the rest of us. The South is not my country. I run in
circles—like a goat with one eye. I have not eaten for two days. I am
marked'—he touched the filthy bandage on his leg—'so that they will
know me at Delhi.'
'Thou art safe in the te-rain, at least.'
'Live a year at the Great Game and tell me that again! The wires will be
out against me at Delhi, describing every tear and rag upon me.
Twenty—a hundred, if need be—will have seen me slay that boy. And thou
art useless!'
Kim knew enough of native methods of attack not to doubt that the case
would be deadly complete—even to the corpse. The Mahratta twitched his
fingers with pain from time to time. The Kamboh in his corner glared
sullenly; the lama was busy over his beads; and Kim, fumbling
doctor-fashion at the man's neck, thought out his plan between
invocations.
'Hast thou a charm to change my shape? Else I am dead. Five—ten minutes
alone, if I had not been so pressed, and I might—'
'Is he cured yet, miracle-worker?' said the Kamboh jealously. 'Thou hast
chanted long enough.'
'Nay. There is no cure for his hurts, as I see, except he sit for three
days in the habit of a bairagi.' This is a common penance, often imposed
on a fat trader by his spiritual teacher.
'One priest always goes about to make another priest,' was the retort.
Like most grossly superstitious folk, the Kamboh could not keep his
tongue from deriding his Church.
'Will thy son be a priest, then? It is time he took more of my quinine.'
'We Jats are all buffaloes,' said the Kamboh, softening anew.
Kim rubbed a finger-tip of bitterness on the child's trusting little
lips. 'I have asked for nothing,' he said sternly to the father, 'except
food. Dost thou grudge me that? I go to heal another man. Have I thy
leave—Prince?'
Up flew the man's huge paws in supplication. 'Nay—nay. Do not mock me
thus.'
'It pleases me to cure this sick one. Thou shalt acquire merit by
aiding. What colour ash is there in thy pipe-bowl? White. That is
auspicious. Was there raw turmeric among thy food-stuffs?'
'I—I—'
'Open thy bundle!'
It was the usual collection of small oddments: bits of cloth, quack
medicines, cheap fairings, a clothful of atta,—grayish, rough-ground
native flour,—twists of down-country tobacco, tawdry pipe-stems, and a
packet of curry-stuff, all wrapped in a quilt. Kim turned it over with
the air of a wise warlock, muttering a Mohammedan invocation.
'This is wisdom I learned from the Sahibs,' he whispered to the lama;
and here, when one thinks of his training at Lurgan's, he spoke no more
than the truth. 'There is a great evil in this man's fortune, as shown
by the stars, which—which troubles him. Shall I take it away?'
'Friend of the Stars, thou hast done well in all things. Let it be at
thy pleasure. Is it another healing?'
'Quick! Be quick!' gasped the Mahratta. 'The train may stop.'
'A healing against the shadow of death,' said Kim, mixing the Kamboh's
flour with the mingled charcoal and tobacco ash in the red-earth bowl of
the pipe. E.23, without a word, slipped off his turban and shook down
his long black hair.
'That is my food—priest,' the Jat growled.
'A buffalo in the temple! Hast thou dared to look even thus far?' said
Kim. 'I must do mysteries before fools; but have a care for thy eyes. Is
there a film before them already? I save the babe, and for return
thou—oh, shameless!' The man flinched at the direct gaze, for Kim was
wholly in earnest. 'Shall I curse thee, or shall I—' He picked up the
outer cloth of the bundle and threw it over the bowed head. 'Dare so
much as to think a wish to see, and—and—even I cannot save thee. Sit!
Be dumb!'
'I am blind—dumb. Forbear to curse! Co—come, child; we will play a
game of hiding. Do not, for my sake, look from under the cloth.'
'I see hope,' said E.23. 'What is thy scheme?'
'This comes next,' said Kim, plucking the thin body-shirt. E.23
hesitated, with all a North-West man's dislike of baring his body.
'What is caste to a cut throat?' said Kim, rending it to the waist. 'We
must make thee a yellow Saddhu all over. Strip—strip swiftly, and shake
thy hair over thy eyes while I scatter the ash. Now, a caste-mark on thy
forehead.' He drew from his bosom the little Survey paint-box and a cake
of crimson lake.
'Art thou only a beginner?' said E.23, labouring literally for the dear
life, as he slid out of his body-wrappings and stood clear in the
loin-cloth while Kim splashed in a noble caste-mark on the ash-smeared
brow.
'But two days entered to the Game, brother,' Kim replied. 'Smear more
ash on the bosom.'
'Hast thou met—a physician of sick pearls?' He switched out his long,
tight-rolled turban-cloth and, with swiftest hands, rolled it over and
under about his loins into the intricate devices of a Saddhu's cincture.
'Hah! Dost thou know his touch, then? He was my teacher for a while. We
must bar thy legs. Ash cures wounds. Smear it again.'
'I was his pride once, but thou art almost better. The Gods are kind to
us! Give me that.'
It was a tin box of opium pills among the rubbish of the Jat's bundle.
E.23 gulped down a half handful. 'They are good against hunger, fear,
and chill. And they make the eyes red too,' he explained. 'Now I shall
have heart to play the Game. We lack only a Saddhu's tongs. What of the
old clothes?'
Kim rolled them small, and stuffed them into the slack folds of his
tunic. With a yellow-ochre paint cake he smeared the legs and breast,
great streaks against the background of flour, ash, and turmeric.
'The blood on them is enough to hang thee, brother.'
'May be; but no need to throw them out of the window. . . . It is
finished.' His voice thrilled with a boy's pure delight in the Game.
'Turn and look, O Jat!'
'The Gods protect us,' said the hooded Kamboh, emerging like a buffalo
from the reeds. 'But—whither went the Mahratta? What hast thou done?'
Kim had been trained by Lurgan Sahib; and E.23, by virtue of his
business, was no bad actor. In place of the tremulous, shrinking trader
there lolled against the corner an all but naked, ash-smeared,
ochre-barred, dusty-haired Saddhu, his swollen eyes—opium takes quick
effect on an empty stomach—luminous with insolence and bestial lust,
his legs crossed under him, Kim's brown rosary round his neck, and a
scant yard of worn, flowered chintz on his shoulders. The child buried
his face in his amazed father's arms.
'Look up, Princeling! We travel with warlocks, but they will not hurt
thee. Oh, do not cry. . . . What is the sense of curing a child one day
and killing him with fright the next?'
'The child will be fortunate all his life. He has seen a great healing.
When I was a child I made clay men and horses.'
'I have made them too. Sir Banas, he comes in the night and makes them
all alive at the back of our kitchen-midden,' piped the child.
'And so thou art not frightened at anything. Eh, Prince?'
'I was frightened because my father was frightened. I felt his arms
shake.'
'Oh, chicken-man,' said Kim, and even the abashed Jat laughed. 'I have
done a healing on this poor trader. He must forsake his gains and his
account-books, and sit by the wayside three nights to overcome the
malignity of his enemies. The Stars are against him.'
'The fewer money-lenders the better, say I; but, Saddhu or no Saddhu, he
should pay for my stuff on his shoulders.'
'So? But that is thy child on thy shoulder—given over to the
burning-ghat not two days ago. There remains one thing more. I did this
charm in thy presence because need was great. I changed his shape and
his soul. None the less, if, by any chance, O man from Jullundur, thou
rememberest what thou hast seen, either among the elders sitting under
the village tree, or in thy own house, or in company of thy priest when
he blesses thy cattle, a murrain will come among the buffaloes, and a
fire in thy thatch, and rats in the corn-bin, and the curse of our Gods
upon thy fields that they may be barren before thy feet and after thy
ploughshare.' This was part of an old curse picked up from a faquir by
the Taksali Gate in the days of Kim's innocence. It lost nothing by
repetition.
'Cease, Holy One! In mercy, cease!' cried the Jat. 'Do not curse the
household. I saw nothing! I heard nothing! I am thy cow!' and he made to
grab at Kim's bare foot beating rhythmically on the carriage floor.
'But since thou hast been permitted to aid me in the matter of a pinch
of flour and a little opium and such trifles as I have honoured by using
in my art, so will the Gods return a blessing,' and he gave it at
length, to the man's immense relief. It was one that he had learned from
Lurgan Sahib.
The lama stared through his spectacles as he had not stared at the
business of disguisement.
'Friend of the Stars,' he said at last, 'thou hast acquired great
wisdom. Beware that it do not give birth to pride. No man having the Law
before his eyes speaks hastily of any matter which he has seen or
encountered.'
'No—no—no indeed,' cried the farmer, fearful lest the master should be
minded to improve on the pupil. E.23, with relaxed mouth, gave himself
up to the opium that is meat, tobacco, and medicine to the spent
Asiatic.
So, in a silence of awe and great miscomprehension, they slid into Delhi
about lamp-lighting time.
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What happens here
Chapter 11 — Give the Man Who Is Not Made continues Kim, focusing on identity, travel, apprenticeship, empire, observation, loyalty, and secrecy. The chapter moves the reader through a specific pressure, choice, or change in the story.
Why this scene matters
This section matters because it shows one part of Kim's larger pattern: identity, travel, apprenticeship, empire, observation, loyalty, and secrecy. Reading the situation first makes the older prose easier to follow.
Characters in this scene
- Main characters: The people whose choices carry this part of Kim.
- Family or social world: The relationships, class pressures, rules, or expectations shaping the chapter.
- Narrative pressure: The conflict, secret, desire, or consequence that keeps this section moving.